I'm wearing a shirt that smells like him. hehe. i love that smell. its so comforting. jeez i'm weird...
i wanted to cut last night. so bad. normally i would have, but i didnt. i held back and i just put it out of my mind, and i didnt cut. that was the first time i felt like that and didnt actually do it. =)
now i'm off to take a shower.