Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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where in this together now...

yeah, so i knew it....

today was a bad fucking day and i just wanted to sleep forever. ANd i knew i would do it. I couldnt take it anymore. I had to cut. and i did. And it felt so good. I wish i didnt do it, but in some ways i am glad i did. I guess the part of me that just wants to die today is glad i did it. It made me stop crying. And it dulled the pain...

i wish i could just crawl under my covers and sleep forever, and no one would notice. i wish i could do that so bad right now. I just want today to be over, and tomorrow and the day after. I wish i didnt have to wake up for any of it. I'm not going to class tomorrow, and i am not taking my final on sunday. fuck it all. just fuck it. i hate it all...

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