Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
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*just make this go away*

so vito came over and helped me pack and move my boxes. cause of course i was being whiny again. i really hate myself when i am like that. I was so tired though i couldnt help it. I really was pushed to the edge. And then i started crying and i felt bad cause Vito moved all the boxes by himself. ugh. Then we watched tv and stuff and we fooled around.

But i am suffocating. i knew it. and i hate it. and i dont want to be like that. I want him to be happy and give him everything he wants. Yet i just cant let him go. I know how much he wants to be alone and have some time to himself, but the pain is so great when he leaves that i almost dont even care. And that is so fucked up of me. Its like all of it just goes away when i am with him. and then it all comes pourning back into my face when he leaves. there is something so wrong with me and i really need to grow up and get over it and stop being so fuckin dependent on people.
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