i miss my friends too. a lot. i'm actually really glad that andrea is coming next week. i was dreading it for a while but now i cant wait. i've been so sad lately and i just wanted to talk to her about it all. its so hard not having her and josh around. Vito says i can talk to him about anything but the truth is he is not always there when i need him. like the other night i was just so upset and sad and i wanted to cut and i didnt know what to do. i really needed him and i was just crying. but he wanted to go to sleep and didnt really want to be around me. and so i cut...and cried, and it hurt so bad i really just wanted to die. its never been this bad..so i dont know. i'm trying to work around it and give him what he wants. i just get so hurt in the end.
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i miss my friends too. a lot. i'm actually really glad that andrea is coming next week. i was dreading it for a while but now i cant wait. i've been so sad lately and i just wanted to talk to her about it all. its so hard not having her and josh around. Vito says i can talk to him about anything but the truth is he is not always there when i need him. like the other night i was just so upset and sad and i wanted to cut and i didnt know what to do. i really needed him and i was just crying. but he wanted to go to sleep and didnt really want to be around me. and so i cut...and cried, and it hurt so bad i really just wanted to die. its never been this bad..so i dont know. i'm trying to work around it and give him what he wants. i just get so hurt in the end.
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