Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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i just want to be loved...

i was thinking about a lot of things today. a lot of important things. like love, sex, polyamory, friends...stuff like that. i kow i am ready for all of these but i am scared. scared that my heart will be broken, scared that i wont have enough sex to make me happy, scared that he will find someone better then me, and scared that i ightnot find any friend that are like me, or into the things i am into, and still accept me. i want to be open and explore what i believe in, ut it is so hard. i want to be able to have a relationship with vito, but be ok with him being with other girls. and i want to find girls too... but i dont htinki am good enough, or pretty enough...all that stuff going through my head. and i know there are people like me out there, i just hvent been able to find them yet...

i want these things to make my life wonderful, and i know if i had them and accepted them, they would why cant i just do it already?

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