we saw signs yesterday...it was the scariest movie ive ever seen in my entire life. i guess cause it was so real...dont laugh...it really was. today we went out to eat at Uno's so we could finally go visit Kara, then we hung out for a little while which was nice. she thinks vito is weird. she wonders why i like him...so then he and i got started on this whole conversation about me appreciating him, and that didnt go too well but we kinda just dropped it. i feel like i am getting less and less able to just tell him how i feel without him getting upset or angry or hurt...and i feel hurt by that.
Later he wants to go get his hair cut...his beautiful hair. one of the most beautiful things about him. i really think i am gonna cry over that...but its his hair, his thing...whatever...appaerently its none of my business...or whatever he said to me yesterday. i guess i should jsut shut up now.