Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
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fuckin loser

i just woke up, but somehow i dont even care. Annie was supposed to come over and watch queen of the damned with us, but i hate her so i dont fuckin care. Vito went back to sleep cause he said his dream world is better then his reality...did he even know i was crying all night?? I was gonna get a job at the pottery place...but i keep putting it off and then i wont be back from buffalo until the 14th...so why should i even bother....

i'm getting fatter again, i can just feel it. it doesnt help that i have been eating so bad lately. i finally lose weight and then i cant even keep it off cause when i am depressed i either eat a lot or dont eat anything at all...so its all over the place. I'm really hungry now, but i just feel so sick. i dont want to keep anything down.

i just know id be better off dead. and so would everyone else.Cause why should i sit here feeling like this, and not being able to do anything but lie here and cry and feel like i am a worthless piece of shit. just taking up space...
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