anxiousive been talking to josh lately about stuff and hes been a big help. ive been thinking a lot lately about that whole thing, and i really miss him. i'm starting to have that feeling of how unfair it all turned out to be, again. then today he tells me he talked to ken...and that was like woah. i almost forgot how much i liked ken, how much he was in my heart. how much we shared with eachother. and how he would have been with me if it wasnt for him going away.
so now i am worried about money we dont have enough to pay for next months rent. how fun. like, what the fuck am i going to do? ugh. and my eyebrow ring is growing out...does anyone know if i can repierce it in the same spot or close to it?
