Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.
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Sometimes I wonder what its like not to be alone. I wonder what people feel like when they have actually felt that pure moment of not being alone. i sometimes wonder if i will ever not feel alone. I think I am like one of those people magnets but the oposite. Everyone is just repelled away from me whether they have a reason to or not; whether they know me or not. i don't know what it is though. If i knew I would fix it, but i dont even have anyone to tell me whats wrong. I mean, i have friends, but none of them are there all the time. They are not there as friends, just as people who need me when they dont want to sit alone. At times I tell myself that it's good to be alone. That way i can just do what i want when i want and i dont have to give a shit about other people. But i am so kidding myself. All i want is someones arms around me, telling me thats its gonna be ok, even if we both know its not.
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