tiredSunday Vito went to hang out with his friend Dave. Annie and i went shoppin places. we got to urban outfitters, i got these cute armwarmers. there was so much more i wanted to buy but i left like all my money at home. then we went o barnes and noble and we were gonna go to claires but it was closed. so we hauled ass to 33rd st. cause we thought stuff would still be open but everything was closing when we got there. so that was a bummer. on he way home i rented queer as folk but we havent watched it yet. god i know there is so much i am forgetting.
yesterday i just slept all day and had amazing sex. i also started painting again which is good. i just had such an urge. and i made a mix cd for vito of all these lovey songs and songs that remind me of us. i hope he likes it. i still havent decided what to do about buffalo. we have till june to really decide i guess. ugh, thats gonna be so hard. i cry about it all the time. blah. today i am supposed to see my new therapist but i dont think i want to. i think i need just one week to let it all sink in. this week has been so hard and weird with all the emotional stuff. whew.
so today i dunno. Vito went for an interview. i hope he gets it. its some office job. this is while he is studying to get certified for that financial job that will make or brake the buffalo plans. grr. so i wanna go out and do something but i feel like shit so i dunno. we will see...
fuck the fare hikes by the way. i dont have money for that shit...
pictures will be posted of course...in a later post since this one was so damned long hehe.
