Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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Happy Birthday To Me!!! is supposed to be a happy day. ANd i know its only 2:50am but i am really depressed. I hope this doesnt last all day. All i can think of is what happend last year and how the week after my birthday was when bad shit happened and i am so scared. I am starting to feel depressed on a regular basis these days and i know where that will lead to. i just cant take that again. I dont want to deal with that again. I mean, i have friends this year, but it's not helping and i feel like iit should. Why cant i just be happy??? I dont understand? Why does this happen to me over and over. I dont want to sleep all day today cause its my birthday...but i dont want to deal with the world. Happy Birthday to me, is this the way its always gonna be...

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