today i had therapy. it went bad. vito and i kinda got into stuff i didnt want to get into cause it was stupid. then we went to mcdonalds and vito was being weird when we came home he just went to bed. i dunno what to do. i never know what to do.
so now i am feeling so down and depressed. i just want to do something crazy and stupid. something to take my mind off of this shit. tomorrow morning i have to go talk to some lady about public assistance and why i couldnt go to the doctor cause of my social anxiety. stupid people. why the fuck do you think i couldnt go??