October 10th, 2001

Felix- to the left

some crazy shit

Wow, have days been bipolar or what. maybe i'm the one thats bipolar. So me and Josh are good. We are totally good. Maybe better then before. just like me and my roomate. Maybe what i need is a good fight for things to get better. maybe i need all this bad shit in my life for it to get better. i dont knw. i am really trying to be optimistic right now so depression doesnt consume me. People think i dont try but i really do. I have to get up in a few hours and go to math so i can maybe finally get my test back. i better have done good.

lol i had a craving for soy milk. Josh was very proud. hehe. SO i told him that he saved my life and he and andrea are my best friends. i was really glad i could tell him that. and he said the same thing back to me =) I think i am set. they are what i need. maybe it wont be so bad anymore.
  • Current Mood
    optimistic optimistic
Felix- to the left


So i took this personality disorder test today and this is what i got....

Disorder / Rating Information
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
Felix- to the left

*love lifts us up where we belong*

So today was weirdness. hehe what else is new. I missed getting up cause i set my time wrong yesterday. i mixed up the am and pm. so i missed math. no test back lol. So i cleaned my entire room and i still havent studied ONE BIT! lol i am definitely gonna fail this test. just this one =)

I went to the thrift store with Andrea today and got nothing. lol. i went to get more halloween stuff and some cherry mountain dew. yum. Then we came home and made grilled cheese and tomatoe soup and watched Dawsons Creek. Yes i watch that show. dont make fun of me. lol then i FINALLY watched Felicity. God that show is awsome. I was so excited and it was really good. love it to death. today was a pretty ok day. Joah is gonna stop by later to hang out =)
  • Current Music
    Come What May ~ewan and nicole