October 12th, 2001

Felix- to the left

empty girl

Does everything alwyas have to turn to shit? I dont know why this happens. I dont understand anymore. Its fine, and then its not. Its really not. No matter what I do I always end up being depressed. Why does this keep happening to me? What did I ever do to deserve this?

Some cute boys came to sleep in our liunge today. I feel in love with one of them, Mike, he sings. But i know its never gonna happen cause its me...

My parents are coming tomorrow. i really wish they wouldnt. I would rather just die in my sleep then have to deal with them coming tomorrow. I'm glad my sister is though. But i could do without my parents. They didnt even call me tonight to ask me about anything. oh well. what the fuck to i care.
  • Current Mood
    annoyed annoyed
Felix- to the left

the night

Hungry
Where is her dinner?
Where are the flowers she can press?
When will she leave here?
Been here for hours and no less

Please leave me here in the empty world

Where is my mother?
Will she be there when I am gone?
Fetal in turmoil
I can't afford another run
Needle and tinfoil
I never thought that I'd be done

Please leave me here in the empty world
Fall in love with the empty girl
If I go outside I'll feel much better
Let me hit myself I'm starting to feel

And bleed

Where is my brother?
Where is my father?

Please leave me here in the empty world
Fall in love with the empty girl
  • Current Music
    rexall ~dave Navarro