November 13th, 2001

Felix- to the left

is this the end??

so me and josh talked. we had a really indepth heart to heart talk. and i told him i couldnt do this anymore. if i was gonna find myself, and reach my inner peace, tehn i just couldnt do it anymore. So i dunno.... he took it very well. better then i expected and he was very understanding. I guess he sees what i am going through and what i am trying to accomplish. that makes me love him even more. but sometimes you have to let go of the things you love the most...
Felix- to the left


I hate when fucking big shit happens, and tehn people act like nothing happened? Was i so not clear? Does he not get the point? i dont know. And now i actually feel like shit. I was on such a role of not feeling like shit. fuck. i hate boys. And today he just looked even more irresistable.... ARGH!!!!!
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