November 28th, 2001

Felix- to the left

yuck

Today was total crap. i feel like throwing up but i have nothing to throw up. atleast i ate a salad for diner, and a twix. blah. now i just want to throw it up. I watched Buffy for most of the day. And slept.

Josh talked to his girlfriend. They might get back together. woopdeedoo.

i dont think i am going to class tomorrow. i just really cant. i feel like i am gonna be so sick that i cant even move. but nothing is really wrong with me. i want to get out of here.
  • Current Mood
    sick sick
Felix- to the left

yuck

Today was total crap. i feel like throwing up but i have nothing to throw up. atleast i ate a salad for diner, and a twix. blah. now i just want to throw it up. I watched Buffy for most of the day. And slept.

Josh talked to his girlfriend. They might get back together. woopdeedoo.

i dont think i am going to class tomorrow. i just really cant. i feel like i am gonna be so sick that i cant even move. but nothing is really wrong with me. i want to get out of here.
  • Current Music
    buffy
Felix- to the left

yuck again

woke up at 2. missed my morning classes. Josh called to go to nutrition but i dont wanna go. i cant go. i am not feeling well and talkign about nutritional stuff isnt gonna help much. the stomach pain of not eating is getting less and less which is good. I still havnt eat en anything besides the salad and stuff. yuck. today is the pizza party we won for having the best floor decorations at Halloween. I dont think I am gonna go. I was looking forward to it too, but pizza? ugh...

i really wishi didnt have a roomate today. shes not doing anything wrong, i just dont wanna be around people. well i dont wanna be around anyone but andrea. i hate people today. even josh...

i realized last night that i htink i am stillin love with my best friend. I dont know what to do about that and its really bothering me. Shes bi too, but right now shes all into this stupid guy who is treating her like crap. i really just want my own willow or tara. its so not fair. i hate my life. i want someone elses.
  • Current Music
    stronger ~velvet chain