February 22nd, 2002

Felix- to the left

magick

Ok, something really weird just happened to me. I have been tinkering around with magick for a while now and i havnt really tried spells, but tonight after seeing Josh and Loriann (ha there is more to that story!) I was really upset. But i made that upsetness go away so i wouldnt have to be brought down by it. So i was looking through some magick stuff and i figured id try a love spell. So i set up and did the spell and then i figured id go down to the vending machines casue it was 3 and for some reason i just felt the energy of Josh. SO i geton the elevator and it stops on the 6th floor and guess who gets in. Josh. I was like woah, this is way too weird. after i just did all that. what are the odds of teh both of us going downstairs at the same exact time. SO i will see how this spell thing pans out...

So anyways, we went downstairs and he was telling me how Loriann called him and asked him if he wanted to go to the theatre with her tonight. Now normally he would say no to us cause he always has a lot of work to do and all that. But to her he said yes of course. So they hung out all night and went to the spot and all that. I'm having a really difficult time with all of this but i really need to keep my control.
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Felix- to the left

slowely...

SO i wake up today and feel like total shit. I knew i wasnt gonna go to any of my classes today. whatever is in that stuff i smoked is waaay strong and knocks me out for like a day. Its so amazing though. Anyway, today just seems like a blah day. I dont wanna face the outside world cause i know it will just be bad and i will be upset.

funfest is today and Josh, Andrea, Jeff and some other dude are supposed to be rowing, but they all feel like shit so i dont know whats going on with that. its 6-12 which is like really late for a silly thing like that but we will see. Mary went home for the weekend which really rocks. Not that she is ever here anyways but now i know shes not gonna pop in here and there.

I keep thnking of how amazing Cory looked that night. I have never seen him look better then that. And he was sooo incredibly sweet. they never change and thats whats so great about them. They are a lot more open now, but from the first time i met them to now they are still the same people, and thats what makes them so incredible. rock on flick =)
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    got a feeling ~flickerstick