April 22nd, 2002

Felix- to the left

happy earth day :-p

Just got back from NYC. that was a trip i will never forget. lol. i think next time we are flying. that was the most excrutiating bus ride in the whole world. And Vito was just soooo tired. i felt so bad. But anyways, we got there saturday morning and we just walked around for a while and got food and all that. Then we went to the hostel but check in was at 3 so we just left our stuff there and cleaned ourselves up a bit in the bathroom. After that we just walked around and then we kinda went straight o looking at apartments. I was soo tired but it was cool cause i got to show Vito around. I really enjoyed being in the city with him. It was a much better experience. I was starting to not like the city anymore, but having him there with me was so wonderful.

So the apartments we checked out were pretty nice. All of them were small, but livable. We checked some places out near my house which was weird cause we were so close and i felt bad that i didnt go home. But then i felt better cause that might have ruined the trip. Vito really liked that area, which is nice. He especially liked my street...imagine moving into my building? hehe. After that we were just soo tired, so we went to the hostel and slept till about 12. then we hoped on the train and came back uptown to eat and check out the area. We got so much done that day i couldnt even believe it. and we hardly slept too! we talked a lot about stuff with us, and i think everything is going to work out better then we expect. Hes nervous about all of it, but i think that nervousnous always happens when things are not certain. But i have a gut feeling about this, and its a good feeling.

sunday we got up, got ready, walked arund the village a little, then checked out more apartments. Then we walked around more but we were starting to get tired out so we decided to just go back to the hostel and get our stuff, then leave. And then we took the 8 hour trip back. It was ok though, we listened to music, and slept and fooled around in the back of the bus. =) Even though it was tiring and hard, i think i got so much out of this trip in terms of learning about myself, and Vito and all the wonderful things that i keep forgetting i have. i am in such a good place right now, and i cant remember the last time i could actually say that.
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    you learn ~alanis morissette
Felix- to the left

tooooo tired




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didnt see the xfiles last night, but thanks to everyone i know what happened. =p

so i wake up this morning for class cause i realized i wasnt as tired as i thought i would be, and then i call vito and he says he is not going to class. so thats good i guess cause then i dont have to go and i can go back to sleep eevntually. Then i called my mom cause she left a worried message on my answering machine. She keeps trying to convince me to go home first and then look for an apartment and i am like, well what about vito? parents are so weird sometimes.

So it snowed yesterday...which is completely retarded since its been like 80 degrees here. The weather here is so messed up. I felt kinda weird coming back, almost like i didnt want to, cause nyc was so perfect.i really did have an awsome time this weekend, putting aside the tiredness and crankyness. And just when i think i cant be more amazed by him, he shows me something else so beautiful about him. He was so patient and wonderful this weekend, and so perfect.I wish he knew how compltely wonderful he is.

so now i am gonna get back to the apartment search.i'm actually waiting for vito to call to see if we are gonna get one of the apartments. that would be sooo nice. but just in case i'm gonna do another search. and i'm gonna check into plane fares. cause i dont think we can handle that bus again... =)
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Felix- to the left

Hands clean

If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protégé and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime
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    alanis morissette