April 23rd, 2002

Felix- to the left


We are gonna get the apartment baby!!! we decided to take the studio on 70th street, which is small but nice and its in a great neighborhood. a couple blocks from my parents though which is weird, but actually it might be a good thing. i am soooo excited about it. I think its gonna work out great. So now its just a countdown till the last day of classes and finals and all that. I have a final on may 5th which is a sunday, and i dont really have to take it, but i wanna pull my grade up, and i love abnormal psych, so i think i'll take it.

So last night Vito came over and we went to eat, which was fun. we got to talk about a few things and we decided that our relationship was past the point of being boyfriend and girlfriend, we were just too scared to say it, but it felt nice to know that he was on the same page as me, even more so maybe. Then we came back and hung out with Jim and Andrea, cause andrea was upset about Luke and i just wanted to be there for her. We watched Ghost World, which was good, but way too long. Then Andrea decided to sleep over in my room, so the three of us fell asleep in my bed, then vito went over to the lounge cause it was too crowded in my room aparentmy =p

so now i am just waiting for everyone to wake up. i love the fact that my two favorite people get along so well. last night was just so cute with the two of them there. its like all i could ever ask for. its perfect...
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Felix- to the left

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world...

So after Vitos class i went to meet him in the math learning center. he was supposed to help this girl with math but she never showed up, so we just left. We went to get my eyes checked so i can get a new prescription. Vito always tells me he wants me to see all the beautiful sights he sees. =) so we are probably gonna get the lenses tomorrow. After that we were gonna go see Jimmy Fallon at Alumni Arena but we decided not to cause i just wanted to hang out with him and have fun. So we drove around a little, and then we found this awsome place to eat. we talked about how i dont show my writing and art to anyone and i could tell he was upset, but then he said he didnt want me to show them to him cause three months from now he didnt want me to be dissapointed. That kinda upset me just cause he is basically saying that its not gonna work out with us so we shouldnt get closer, but at the same time, he tells me that he feels closer to me than anyone. soooo i dont know. but i understand what hes saying i guess, cause i used to feel that way, but at this point i feel like i can trust us enough to know that stuff is going to work out between us. then i felt like i was gettin all mushy on him so i stopped talking about it.

i really didnt want to be without him tonight, but he has been spending so much time with me and i know he needs his alone time, so i didnt push it. And i know i will see him tomorrow...and all summer.
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