June 27th, 2002

Felix- to the left

fuck this

i think ive decided that i dont like the human race. myself included. why must everything be such a war. if i wanna sleep till 3pm, then why is that such a bad thing. you do it all the time and i dont say a thing. but when i want to do it...forget it.

it doesnt help to be so nice in some things if your just gonna be so selfish in others...
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Felix- to the left

long ago and far away...

thats what some things feel like to me. too long. i know i am vague but i like to keep it that way. but everything is fine other then that...

i came to a conclusion today that Josh and Andrea is probably a good thing. Josh and i just wouldnt fit into eachothers lifestiles. Josh is too perfect, and he needs someone who is just as perfect and good and not dark like me...definitly not someone whos wild and bi-sexual and all that. And despite all the weirdness and crying and such, i am pretty happy with Vito. very happy actually so its all good. as far as i'm concerned it worked out great. and lets not try to think about this anymore.
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