July 28th, 2003

Felix- to the left

i will always love you...dont you believe me...

i talked to dwayne tonight, on the phone and online. he is worried and sad. we talked about a lot of things. i miss him.

i really miss vito tonight. i miss talking to him, hearing his voice. and knowing that i cant call him or see him. i really miss my home and knowing that i might never get to be there again. i love him so much. i dont understand why this had to happen. i didnt do anything wrong and whatever i did do wrong i apologized for so many times, and we did work it out. from there, i dont know what happened and i just want to rip my hair out and scream. its not fair. i miss him so much. i wish i could be there in his arms, or just see his face.
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