July 31st, 2003

Felix- to the left

follow your heart....

so i have been talking to vito the last few days. we have talked a lot of things out which is very good. i missed him to death. it was so hard and painful. just to know how much i wanted to see him and that i couldnt. but last night he asked me to come home. i was really surprised and happy. my parents thought i should wait a few more days for things to cool down, but i just wanted to work things out with vito and not wait another day, so i came home. it was so good to see him. he looks so good and my god, his eyes are so beautiful.i love those eyes. how could i never look into those eyes again. we talked a lot more about relationships and random things. i promised him 5 bj's a day hehe. 2 down. but i love him so much. i want to make things work. i cant mess anything up this time. it will be hard but i know how much i love vito and want to be with him.

i talked to dwayne for a little while and explained things to him. he is worried and doesnt want to lose me, and just trusts in me to do the right thing. i miss him lots and cant wait till he comes back. this whole situation got out of hand and out of control. and this time i am gonna keep it right. not mess anything up. i just want everyone to be happy.
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Felix- to the left

yo hoe

yesterday i went to see pirates of the carribean with my sister, shannon and her other friend patrice. it was such an awsome movie, and johnny depp was so hot. i mean, i expected it to be good, but not that damn good. its was so long and full of action, and just sooo funny. i havent seen a movie that good in a long time. and it was good to hang out with my sister. she was so excited about the movie. it was really cute.

so today i slept a lot. i woke up at 12 and hung out with vito for a while. he was telling me all about his job stuff, the financial planning things and the stock market and all that. it was interesting, i was just so tired though. and i feel a little sick too, like i have a sore throat and i am so hot. vito bought me chocolate cake on teh way home, cause i have been saying how much i want it. it was so sweet of him. i love when he does cute things like that. i love being here with him
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