October 8th, 2003

Felix- to the left

fuck everyone.

my life is so far from perfect its disgusting. it so far from even being good. i hate seeing other people and their wonderful lives, and longing for it so bad. i am 21. fucking 21. i have missed so much of my life. i remember everything starting to turn to shit since i was 5. thats a lot of my life that i lost. and i dont know what to do. i want to start over but i dont know how...

i am so depressed i feel like i shouldnt even bother. just end it all right here cause it isnt gonna change. this shit is always gonna be my life.
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