November 15th, 2003

Felix- to the left

today

i'm somewhat sad today. i dont really know why. i cant pinpoint it really. i just feel this emptyness. this longingness. and i wish i didnt have to go out to get food. the lack of food in this house annoys me. and i end up eating like half a bag of chocolate. which then further annoys me cause i have been really good at loosing weight lately.

so we were supposed to do laundry today, but instead i lay with vito for a while, and now he is sleeping. i need to do something fun tonight, or hang out with friends. i need like a group of friends or something. not just one who sits around all spoiled and shit. ugh. whatever. this entry is becoming pointless.

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