March 27th, 2004

Felix- to the left

let the rain come down.

why do things change so fast. its like a pattern in my life. a stupid one that wont go away. its like something out there doesnt want me to be happy enough for like one day. god forbid. the world might end.

i went to the cont with the usual gang minus vito and plus katie. before that we did her hair so it was really cute. i had an ok time at the club though. i wasnt feeling really good at all and vito had been arguing with me beforehand so i was kind of bummed out. it was good to hang out with everone again.

i dont really know what to write about everything else right now. i guess im just sad and overwhelmed. i just think its so wrong for him to kick me out of bed when he was cuddling with someone else all night. oh but i do the same. exactly the same right? so its ok. except i dont, and i am never hurtful. as a matter of fact i am even more sensitive to how he is feeling. but oh well. i guess i just fucking suck. i guess i dont even know what else to say about this. oh and if i do im probably just being a jealous bitch. ya know, forget about him being my bf and all. forget about me completely. maybe its better that way.
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Felix- to the left

7 deadly sins...oooohhh ahhhhh

stole this from vyze ;p

1. Who did you last get angry with? probably vito but with good reason :p

2. What is your weapon of choice?: fucking peoples shit up when they least expect it.

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: hell yes. sometimes they really deserve it :p

4. How about of the same sex?: hahaha yeah some girls need to be slapped so hard.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?:vito of course...

6. What is your pet peeve?: oh god definitly stupidity. nothing annoys me more than that. you just want to slap them and say "DUH you stupid fuck. (can you tell im in a horrble mood?? lol)

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: it REALLY depends on who it is. if its someone i love then i let it go way to fast. if its someone i dont like..hell hath no furry.

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: hmm...i dont know i really do try to do everything im supposed to.

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: probably 4 or 5. but that all dependson when i get up fuckers.

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact?: Josh. i feel so bad about never calling him back about his film

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: dunno.

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: yeah i have. and then watched it again lol

6. What's the latest you have ever waited to do something important? hour before its due? lol

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: didnt have to. its saturday

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? starbucks caramel frappucino. damn those things are good.

2. Meat eaters: yeah. i was a vegetaraian for a while though

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: haha ths is a good question. enough to be throwing up till9pm the next day??

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: hahahano.

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: yeah. big issues. lots of issues. too many fucking issues.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: sweet i guess. lately salty though

7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?: sometimes little babies :p

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: 10 maybe?

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?:bout 7 i guess

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: hell. yes.

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: girls have awsome boobs. wooo

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: no hehe. im sure ive propositioned before though :-p

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: pregnancy yeah.

1. How many credit cards do you own?: none.

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: hot topic. i spend rediculous amounts of money there.

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: rich. then maybe stupid shit wouldnt always be happening

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: depends on how much. probably not if i wasnt happy with it.

6. Have you ever stolen anything?: yeah just stupid small things though. i know, that doesnt make it any better.

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: thousands i would imagine.

1. What's one thing you have done that you're most proud of?: still being alive? yeah thats a good one. ;p

2. What's one thing you've done that your parents are most proud of?: pushing through some hard times i guess.

3. What would you like to accomplish in your life?: anything would be nice at this point. i want to get a job that i am completely happy doing.

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: not really. i would be glad enough to be in the top10

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: probably haha.

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: who hasnt? really. if you say you havent your a lier and a cheater.

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: invited someone over to make my bf happ even though i was miserable.

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: probably clothes or drugs

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: hmmm...trent reznor maybe. that would be interesting.

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be: angelina jolie

4. Have you ever been cheated on?: if i really think about it yeah. that can happen even when your in an open relationship.

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: yeah my whole body

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: blue eyes

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: not in the least bit

8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin: i just like the movie se7en. i guess wrath.
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