November 16th, 2004

Felix- to the left

321....go

i had a dream last night that there was a boy and he really loved me. like needed me wanted me loved me. and he was really sad cause we had to be apart for a while. there was something going on. and he hugged me and held me like nothing ive ever felt before. and then i woke up and for a second i felt so warm. and then i realized it was just a dream. i have never felt so alone then in that moment.
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