February 8th, 2005

Felix- to the left

days go by

oh how annoying. i am so done with drama. im tired of defending myself for things in never did or said. i know who i am, i know i am an honest person and a caring person and thats enough for me. if anyone else has a problem with me, deal with it. i dont wanna heat it anymore. i am totally removing myself. im cleaning the slate as much as possible and anything i hear from now on im just gonna completely ignore cause enough is enough. we are grown ups and it feels like high school.girls, sheesh. i dont need my name in anything, especilly mixed up with all kinds of shit i never said. believe me or not, thats up to each individual person. and thats all im saying about that. the end. :)

so ANYWAY despite all this shit thats happened to me recently everything is going pretty damn good. these kids in my photo class do pretty good work, its nice to see all their stuff. today was the first critique class and im not so nervouse cause everyone didnt have it perfectly done on 11x14 and foam core. so its all good. i went and bought some black backing anyway and ill work on that tomorrow. And my biopsych test is on thursday, not today. yay Lisa!!!! hehe :) on more day to study massivly is always good. and then i have a cyberporn test friday. that should be fun hehe.

i found 3 rolls of film today from like 2002-2003 so i dropped them off at cvs. one of them is from SGNY, like the first one i went to so there might be naked girls! lol. who knows whats on there. cant wait to see them. i was gonna have them send it out but i couldnt wait so i did the one hour photo. so m just sitting around waiting for that and editing the photos i have until i upload the newer ones. i totally passed out last night and never got a chance to upload them. ill send them to you asap Skyy!

so thats the run down for right now. today is mardi gras in b-lo...i think. yeah i might check it out. but i should be good and stay home and study lol. :p
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    determined determined
Felix- to the left

weeeeeee

this weather....is fantastic.

im telling you its cause of the tsunami. so i feel bad. lol

but its so damn nice outside. i saw this girl with the shortest skirt on today and i was like yesss. thank you for the nice weather. now im off to nap, shower, study and party hopefully.

oh and my paper got here, but its flimsy as shit. which sucks. grrr its gonna be so crappy. i might just end up doing it on 8x11 cause she wont care. and i got my pictures back. sooo cute. except some of them were double exposed, dont know how that happened so ill have to check it out.

i hope this weather lasts for a while :)
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    cheerful cheerful
Felix- to the left

i want to kiss more girls in real life!!! lol

i just had a really weird dream which included keith (yes brigid keith!! lol)-something while we were inn a car. and then me making out with this girl i wasnt supposed to be with. we were like in her room and i think she was a lot younger than me. the room was my grandmas livingroom though. and then we were just making out and all over eachother and stuff. it was so hot lol. and then i woke up cause my house was freezing.

also, ive never seen stargate sg-1 season 6. ive always avoided it a little cause as much as i love jonas, i just miss daniel. but now im watching it and it reminds me of xfiles episodes. its weird. oh and Byers is in this one i was like ahh!! cool!! very funny. jack is like "d'oh i forgoet to tape the simpsons! its important to me!" should be good. haha.

anyway im waiting for the house to warm up so i can shower and then im gonna study and see what i can do with these damn photos of mine. then see about the mardi gras. woopeeee ;)
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    stargate sg-1