have you read my last 6 posts?
have you read my posts on drugs?
how do you feel about it?
do you do drugs?
tell me something youve been wanting to say to me but never could or got the chance
and i know i must have done this survey once, a while ago, but here it is, updated...
001. What is your name? csilla
002. Spell your name backwards. allisc
003. Date of birth: sept 27 1982
004. Male or female? female...sometimes
005. Astrological sign: libra
006. Nicknames: red, shema, scilla, casila, poop, peanut, stinky (haha)
007. Occupation? loser, student if i even qualify, psycho, drug addict
008. Height: 5'5
009. Weight: about 185
010. Hair color: red..naturaly brown
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? Manhattan, NYC
013. Where do you reside now? manhattan, nyc
014. Age: 20
015. Screen names: dsculder13
016. E-mail addy: email@example.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? mulder and scully in one. and my favorite/lucky number
018. What is your LJ name? brandinsbabe
019. What does your LJ name stand for? brandin is the lead singer in my fav band, flickerstick. and i am so his babe hehe.
020. Pets: kelvin the cat, violet the fish
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 20
022. Piercings? ears, nose, tongue, repiercing my eyebrow
023. Tattoo's? 4
024. Shoe size: 9 1/2
025. Righty or lefty? Righty.
026. Wearing: panties and a tanktop
027. Hearing: vito talk
028. Feeling: moody, sad, craving
029. Eating/drinking: dr.pepper
~Friends Stuff~ --grr i dont have enough friends to do this!!
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? vito
031. Loudest? elise
032. Nicest? josh
033. Bitchiest? kara
034. Life of the party? um...me?
035. Jock? ew
036. Prep? kara
037. Rebel? me
038. Cutest? Lily
039. Best friend of the same sex? andrea
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? vito and josh
041. most popular? uhh this isnt junior high hahaha
043. Most shy? dunno jenna?
044. Dumbest? annie
045. Smartest? aria
046. Weirdest? haha i dunno, everyone
047. Has the best hair? Lily
048. Best personality? josh
049. Most talented? lily, jensen
050. Most ghetto? lol um...kinga
051. Most spoiled? kara
052. Drama queen? hahaha andrea and me
053. Pain in the ass? kara
054. Funniest? kinga
055. Best advice giver? josh
056. Druggie? uh me lol and vito, and cristina hahaha
057. Most likely to join a cult? cristina
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? a little
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? kinga and annie
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? about 200?
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you said "I love you" to? depends what kind of love. in love, i guess 3 times. other love, all the time when i mean it.
063. How many people have you been in love with? 3
064. How many people have you kissed? lost count
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? haha of course
066. How many people have you dated? lol i dunno. a bunch
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? sensitive, kind, loyal, attractive, good sense of humor
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair, eyes, smile, hands
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? alternative or goth. someone who is open to everything.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? boyfriend. i want a girlfriend too damn it
071. If so where did you meet them? at college
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? everything. beautiful eyes, beautiful hands, beautiful hair. loving, caring, thoughtful. he is the best
073. Do you have a crush right now? yeah
074. If so who is it? a grrl
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? i believe in lust at first site. tehre is no such thing as love at first sight. you cant love someone without knowing them.
076. Do you remember your first love? blah yes
077. Who is the first person you kissed? haha i dunno, someone in second grade. i was a slut hehe
078. Do you believe in fate? nope
079. Do you believe in soul mates? sometimes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? i think i have.
081. Are you a virgin? hahaha no
082. If not when/at what age did you lose your virginity? 19
083. Who did you lose it to? vito
084. Do you masturbate? yeah dude, doesnt everybody?
085. Have you ever had an orgasm? lol almost every freakin time
086. Ever used food during sex? yup
087. Would you ever videotape a sex session? yeah
088. Favorite sexual position? missionary
089. Number of sex partners you've had? hmm...4 i think 5 maybe? haha i forget
090. Ever sleep with someone you don't know? no but i plan to.
091. Name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: threesome
092. Do you talk dirty during or before sex? before
093. Do you like to be spanked? depends on the mood i am in
094. Are you a tease? i can be
095. Are you kinky? all the time
096. Do you like bondage? hell yes
097. Do you go down? yeah of course
098. Ever have sex with your best friend? well vito is my best friend so yeah lol. the other ones, no
099. Ever have unprotected sex? yes..um always
100. Ever had an STD? noooo
101. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would it be? angelina jolie
102. Are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant? nooo
103. Have you ever had an abortion? no
104. How many siblings do you have? two
105. What are your parents names? ruben and margit
106. What are your siblings names? cristina and marisa
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 3
108. How many siblings does your father have? 1
109. Where are your parents from? dad is from ecuador, mom is from hungary
110. Is your family close? no
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yeah
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? lol, a drunk aunt
113. Any medical problems run through your family? yeah lots
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? lol no
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? niece and nephew
116. Are your parents divorced? no but they should be
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? my dad has disowned my aunt
119. If so for what? cause she made a few mistakes and he is an ass
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? all of them lol
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? the fragile-nin
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? uhhh...christina aguilara i guess. but its a good one!! i swear!
123. What's the best cd you own? skindive and qaf 3rd season
124. What song do you absolutely hate? oh god so many. that one with j-lo and that rapper dude where she is walking in the snow with her ass hanging out.
125. Do you sing in the shower? sometimes
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? a thousand miles by vanessa carlton
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: i'm a hazard to myself
128. Aerosmith: walk that way!
129. Madonna: theres no greater power than the power of goodbye
130. Korn: sometimes i cannot feel my face. sometimes its my life i cant take
131. Backstreet Boys: i dont care who you are, where your from, what youve done as long as you love me. (haha i think thats it)
132. The Beatles: i wanna hold your haaaaaand
133. Sublime: love the one youve got cause you might get run over or you might get shot
134. J.Lo: ....
135. *Nsync: god must have spent, a little more time on you
136. Limp Bizkit: my way or the high way
137. Britney Spears: say hello to the girl that i am
138. Creed: when you are with me, i'm free, i'm careless, i believe. above all the others we'll fly.
139. Enrique Iglesias: i can be your hero baby. i can kiss away the pain.
140. Good Charlotte: this is the anthem throw all your hands up
141. Christina Aguilera: everyday is so wonderful, and suddenly, its hard to breath
142. Eminem: you better lose yourself in the music the moment.
144. Kelly Clarkston: ...
145. Kelly Osbourne: shut up! (lol)
146. Mandy Moore: and i lay my head back down, and i lift my hands and pray, to be only yours i pray to be only yours, i know now your my only hope.
147. Eve: ...
148. Aaliyah: boy, ive been watching you like a halk in the sky, so high.
149. Nelly: its gettin hot in here, so take off all your clothes. i am getting so hot. lol
150. Alicia Keys: i keep on falling, in and out, of love with you.
151. Incubus: you have only been gone, ten days, and already i'm wasting away.
152. Color: black, red, blue
153. Food: italian, greek
154. Song: michelle branch-are you happy now
155. Show: queer as folk
156. School subject: blah.
157. Band/singer: flickerstick, nine inch nails, incubus
158. Animal: cat
159. Outfit: black
160. Radio station: kroq
161. Movie: grrr..american beauty se7en, my first mister,angelina jolie movies..blah blah blah
162. Pair of shoes: my cute platform black torid sandal shoes with a little bow
163. Cartoon: spongebob squarepants
164. Actor: gale harold
165. Actress: angelina jolie
166. Potato chip: pringles sour cream and onion
167. Drink: dr. pepper fusion
168. Alcholic drink: buttery nipple :)
169. Holiday: christmas and halloween
170. Perfume/cologne: calgon, cool water
171. Pizza topping:cheese or pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: raspberry
173. Lunch meat: salami
174. Board game: um...battleship?? or life hehe
175. Video game: the buffy one lol i dont play video games
176. Website: www.suicidegirls.com and livejournal
177. Book: she's come undone by wally lamb
178. Computer game: mah jong
179. Number: 13
180. Cereal: cocoa pebbles and frosted flakes
181. Comedian: hmm...i dunno some guy
182. Dessert: chocolate
183. Disney character: flounder
184. Clothing store: torrid
185. Pasttime: photography, writing
186. Teacher: vito ;)
187. Childhood toy: he-man and she ra
188. Carnival game/ride: the himalaya
189. Candy bar: twix
190. Magazine: FHM
191. Salad dressing: ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: get high
193. Hot drink: apple cider or caramel coffee
194. Season: autumn
195. Sport to watch: basketball
196. Person to talk to online: jensen
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? blue
198. What color are your bedroom walls? white
199. Do you have posters on your wall? used to
200. If so of what? kurt cobain, nin, queer as folk calendar, pic of johnny knoxville, pic of angelina jolie
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yeah
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 2
203. What do you normally sleep in? underwear and tank top
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: t shirt
205. What size bed do you have? full
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? futton
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? um no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? no
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: something about coke
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? my little pillow, and sometimes my bunny egg (lol)
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? on my stomach
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? uh no. i used to
214. Do you snore? nope. breath a little heavy sometimes
215. How about drool? lol sometimes
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yeah
217. What color is the carpet in your room? i dont have one
218. What's under your bed? probably a dildo and lots of dust
~This or that~
219. loser/wannabe: loser
220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: representin the east side yo
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburger
227. Rap/rock: rock \m/
228. Britney/Christina: christina. hands down. brit cant sing for shit. atleast christina has a voice.
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: nsync
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell
235. Sweet/sour: sweet
236. Punk/emo: emo
237. Hot/cold: cold
238. Winter/summer: hmm summer i guess
239. Spring/fall: fall
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: watch tv
242. Cd's/tapes: cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvd
244. Old/new: hmm depends on what it is
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246. Pink/red: red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white
248. Meat/vegetables: meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: um mexican i guess
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: one piece cause i am fat
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
254. Dogs/cats: cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: faeries
256. Water/land: land
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: black
259. ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: hip
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate kiss
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: real
268. Back rub/foot massage: hmm thats a tough one. cant i have both?
269. Picture frames/photo albums: scrapbooks
270. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: cool guy. very opinionated.
272. Virgins: um..i dunno. whats wrong with them?
273. God: crap
274. The Osbournes: love them. they are so funny.
275. Reality TV: some of it is ok, some of it sucks so much ass
276. J.Lo: YUCK YUCK YUCK
277. Religion: stupid
278. Emo music: i have no idea. wtf is the difference.
279. Valentine's Day: people who have someone love it. people who are alone hate it. right now i love it. its so beautiful and special.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: she rocks. i dont care what anyone says.
281. Homosexuals: i'm half one baby!!! they rock so fuckin hard.
282. Abortion: your choice
283. Inter-racial relationships: its the love that counts
284. Murder: no murder. ever.
285. Death: sometimes i wish it could be mine. dont be scared of it.
286. Obesity: ugh i am so fat. its annoying.
287. Pre-marital sex: all for it baby. do what your heart tells you.
288. Terrorism: disgusting
289. Pornography: beautiful
290. Fortune tellers: i still really wanna go to one to see if i believe.
291. Threesomes: they are pretty good if you are with the right people. we have yet to find the right third person. lol
292. Prostitution: i'm about ready to do it. its sad
293. Politics: ugh. i hate politics. so silly
294. Country music: its alright. hehe my roomate influenced me to like tim mcgraw so yeah, thats cool hehe.
295. George W. Bush: stupid as fuck. worst president ever. i cant even call him a president. he is not worthy.
296. Cloning: scary and cool at the same time.
297. Britney's boobs: haha inflatable
298. Gas prices in America: i dont drive, i dont know.
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? yup
332. Been on a diet? yeah
333. Been to a foreign country? yes
334. Broken a bone? yeah. my ass bone. seriously
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? ew no
336. Swear at a teacher? haha probably
337. Talked to an LJ member via emails or instant messages? um yeah all the time
338. Got in a fight? yes
339. Dated a teacher? hehe yeah. currently
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? lol no
341. Thought about killing your enemy? haha yeah. stupid bitch.
342. Gone skinny dipping? nooooo
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? yes
344. Told a little white lie? hell yeah. cant get by without them!!
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yeah. grr
346. Stolen anything? a lot
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? haha probably, but i have poetic liscence
348. Been on TV? i think once
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? close to one.
351. Been to a concert? tooons of times
352. Dated one of your best friends? yeah
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? all the time
354. Decieved somebody close to you? no
355. Broken the law? of course
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? yeah
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? nope
361. Came close to dying? yeah, a few times i guess
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? um...dont know
364. Terrorized a babysitter? haha dont remember
365. Made a mud pie? whats that?
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? probably
367. Snuck out of the house at night? hehe no
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no.
369. Had an eating disorder? yes
370. Felt like you didn't belong? always
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? oh god yes, my whole life
372. Smoked? yes.
373. Done drugs? tons
374. Been arrested? almost
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yes.
377. Won a bet? yes
378. Written a love letter? yeah
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? OH MY GOD YES
380. Written a love poem? tons and tons and tons.
381. Kissed in the rain? no prolly not :(
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no :(
383. Participated in cyber sex? yeah
384. Faked an orgasm? yeah
385. Stolen a kiss? huh?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? grrr sort of
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no.
390. Done jail time? nope
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no
392. Won a trophy? i dont think so
393. Thrown up in public? lol probably
394. Bowled a perfect game? no
395. Failed/got held back? failed classes. no holding back lol
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? hahahahahahahahah maybe when i was 5
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? i think once
398. Taken ballet lessons? yup when i was like 9-13
399. Attempted suicide? yes
400. Cut yourself? all the time
401. Did you play with Barbies? yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? i think
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? i wasnt allowed to
404. Did you play Simon? yeah
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? yes!!
406. Did you wet the bed? nope
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? yeah. i thought there were wolves hiding in my dads closet.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? hah no but i had the headbands
409. Were you shy? Yes
410. Were you spoiled? oh yes
411. Were you abused? yeah
412. Did you go to the circus? i think twice
413. Did you go to the zoo? yes
414. Were you in a car accident? almost
415. Did you build snowmen? yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yep.
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? nope
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? not that much
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? lol no
420. Were you afraid of the dark? haha yeah.
421. Did you have slumber parties? sometimes
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? nope i had like a waterbottle or something. i wasnt really into them
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? nope
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? no
425. Do you believe in aliens? yes
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: my camera, my cuff bracelet, the necklace vito gave me
427. Do you have any hidden talents? um no. i am cool?
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? god yes. what the fuck is up with that!?
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? drama
430. What would your movie star name be? drew
431. Do you play any sports? hell no
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? the cell
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? bruce almighty hehe
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? um..the skulls
435. Do you drive? noooooooo
436. What is your dream car? the corvette brian has on queer as folk, or an audi
437. Do you think your good looking? i am pretty, but fat, so what does it matter.
438. Do others think you are good looking? yah
439. Would you ever sky dive? yeah
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? yeah
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 3
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? yes i hate them
443. Do you believe in God? no fuckin way
444. Do you believe in Satan? not really
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? no
446. Do you believe there is a hell? no
447. Do you own a pooltable? no
448. Do you have a pool? haha yeah right
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes
450. Do you like chocolate? hell yeah
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? its a queer as folk calendar. this month is justin and brian dancing at the prom
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? um i dunno, a bunch
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? dude i dont know. raggedy anne? scully?
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? i am very sensitive and take things too personally. and vito's smile is my weakness.
457. Name something you can't get enough of: vito,love, drugs, baked potatoes lol
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: anxious, loyal, crazy
459. How many kids do you want to have? none
460. Future daughters names: may, utopia, ophelia
461. Future sons names: sebastian, parker
462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep, tragically, or run over by an ambulance
463. How do you release stress? do drugs, cuddle with vito, or cut
464. Are you a trendy person? i try not to be
465. Are you an artisitic person? very
466. Are you a realistic person? ugh i dunno. probably not
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no
468. Are you a strong person? no
469. Are you a strong willed person? no
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? linz (porcelina33 from lj)
471. Who is the last person to IM you? um probably jenna
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? not the cool ones
473. Are you a deep sleeper? somtimes
474. Are you a good story teller? i guess at times
475. What do you believe is your best quality? my adventurousness (sp?)
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? being alive still. having someone love me
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? looooove candles. sometimes i burn incence
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? No
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? pay vito back, get a nice house, buy drugs
481. Do you have a check book? no
482. Do you like your drivers licence? dont have one. dont plan to get one
483. Do you tan easily? yeah
484. What color is your hair naturally? dark brown, almost black
485. How many fillings do you have? a few
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? lol...15
487. Worst feeling in the world? loneliness,anxiety,depression,boredom, no drugs
488. Best feeling in the world? love, sex, drugs, rock and roll
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half empty
490. Last thing you downloaded? photos
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? not really
492. What do you think people think of you? that i am crazy and depressed. and do too much drugs lol
493. Are you a likeable person? yeah
494. Do you need therapy? i go every week
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? oooooh yes. tons
496. What the best way to be proposed to? the one kneee thing
497. What kind of movie would you star in? drama yo
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? haha thats funny
499. When are you moving? hopefully soon
500. What's your favorite phrase? fuck you, you fuckin fuck.