complacentthings have been tough with vito and i cause of it all, but hey, its an open relationship. wasnt my idea lol. we broke up for a few days which was like a really long time cause that has never happened before. but we worked it out and i think we are gonna be ok. the intensnes of that heartache was unbelievable.
so dwayne is leaving sunday morning. he is hoping to be back in a few weeks. i decided to spend the night here though so i could spend time with vito and dwayne could spend time with annie alone. the only thing is, tomorrow morning is the only time i can be with dwayne alone and i dont know if it will happen. thats gonna suck. anyway, thats whats been going on with me right now.
all in all, i feel like a stronger better person. i havent had my meds for a few days so that really sucks. and i might die but i am trying really hard hehe.
yay.
