when i woke up i watched autumn in new york which was really sad, then i watched the rest of jerry mcguire which is like my fav movie. sometimes i just wonder about love. i dont know what to say about it right now really. anyway, a little while later i go over to vito to ask him what he wants to eat, he says nothing, so i clean the kitchen and go back to ask him again cause he always complains i dont do anything. so now that i do, he doesnt want me to. so he is sleeping with like a needle poking into the bed. so i cleaned up around him and turned off the lights so he could sleep. he just gave me a sleepy smile and went to bed.
he needs me so much. no matter what. i can see that. once he gets everything together it can be us again, and not this crazyness that i have to help him get through.