Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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i'm somewhat sad today. i dont really know why. i cant pinpoint it really. i just feel this emptyness. this longingness. and i wish i didnt have to go out to get food. the lack of food in this house annoys me. and i end up eating like half a bag of chocolate. which then further annoys me cause i have been really good at loosing weight lately.

so we were supposed to do laundry today, but instead i lay with vito for a while, and now he is sleeping. i need to do something fun tonight, or hang out with friends. i need like a group of friends or something. not just one who sits around all spoiled and shit. ugh. whatever. this entry is becoming pointless.

What does your name mean? star
How old are you? 21
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? 15 or 35 depending on the day
Describe yourself in 5 words. sensitive, caring, creative,moody
What are your worst qualities? too sensitive, too clingy
What are your best qualities? i really care about people and make an effort with them, i'm pretty loyal and keep promises
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? about half an hour

Do you dream at night? sometimes i do
Do you remember your dreams? ocassionally
Describe one: um..i dunno, dont remember any at this moment
What time do you go to bed usually? anywhere between 3am-7am-10am
What time do you wake up normally? depends...7,10,12,
What time do you wake on weekends? like 1pm
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? depends on what i wanted to do that day.

Do you like school? not really, but it must be done
Why/why not? cause its annoying, and boring, and i feel like i could be doing other things. yeah.
Whats ur fave subject? photography i guess? havent taken it yet lol
Most hated subject? math or history
Do you have a fave teacher? mr. labarbara LOL
Ever had a crush on a teacher? haha yeah...and then he became my bf
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english/drama, but i love science hehe.

Do you have heaps of friends? um no. i have like 2 or 3
Do you have a best friend? yes i do and i miss them soo much!!!
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? um...i think more guy friends
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? so much you have no idea
Have you ever lied to a friend? yeah
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? um no

Do you like your parents? kinda i guess
Ever run away from home? ive wanted to but never knew where to go
Ever thought about it? um, duh
Do you have any siblings? yep
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? i like them, but get equally annoyed by them hehe. well not equally, but you know what i mean lol.
How old are they? 18, 834587347=i dont know 38?
If not, do you mind being an only child? uerghoueihghfihg
Do you feel your parents spoil you? they did. thats why i suck so bad now
Do you not get along with any of your family? i dont really get along with them at all lol
Do you have big family get togethers ever? yeah but they are not very big.

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes i do
If so, are you in love with them? very much
Do they love you? ha i hope so! lol yes he does
How long have you been together? almost 2 years
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you? brought me home my favorite stuff cause he knew i was sad.
Do you have a crush? crushes are like high school. these are different. i crush on too many people i guess
If so, are you in love? wait..didnt they ask this already? lol
Do they know you like them? yes, no, no, see i crush too much
Is it serious or playful? if it was serious it wouldnt be a crush now would it.
How long have you liked them? these are annoying questions
Ever done something stupid to impress them? i'm sure
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? oh, god, yes,
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? hurtful yo. well it depends from which end
Even know what it is? LOL i think!!! haha

Ever had sex? so many many times
Believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? um not one bit
Believe in casual sex? oh yes. its wonderful.kinda lol
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? 19
Did you regret it? not one bit.

Do you have a religion? nope
Do you practice it i.e go to church? no
Do you believe in God? not really
Jesus? he was an alien
Satan? ooh hes fun lol
Heaven? nope
Hell? nope
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? you just die. thats it. you get stuck in a hole in the ground
Does death scare you? not when i am insanely depressed. then i want it. otherwise yes, very much.

Have you ever been drunk? LOL i'm practically an alcoholic
taken drugs? too many
stolen? yeah
shoplifted? sadly yes
tried to commit suicide? a few times actually
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yeah :( i hate myself for it
gotten into a fight? haha yeah
are you more innocent or guilty? guilty
Would you date a drug addict? i do lol
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? yeah :(
Are you racist? noooo. i hate them. wait, doesnt that make me one? hehe
Are you discriminatory to anyone? probably.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? probably a few times.

Do you watch tons of tv? i used to but not so much anymore
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? um like 2
Do you listen to the radio often? no
Do you read the newspaper?no
Do you read magazines? ocassionally
Are you a couch potato? haha a little
Do you use the internet too much? so much its not even funny.

Whats your fave style of music? rock, industrial, alternative
Do you play an instrument? yesh i do, more than one
Do you sing? yeah. i used to sing better.
Whats your fave band? nine inch nails, flickerstick
Why? cause they touch my fuckin soul lol
Have you met them before? met flickerstick tons of times, not trent
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year? um...flickerstick live cd, janes addiction, um..i cant remember another one. how sad.
Why did you buy them? i have no fuckin clue! lol

Whats your fave sport? ew
Whats your fave sport to watch? ew
Do you have a fave team of any sort? new york knicks
Do you play a lot of sport? ew
ever won anything for sport? probably

Are you funny or serious? usually serious. sometimes funny
Creative or not? def. creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? um i think not logically so it must be lateral
Are you outgoing or shy? shy unless i am drunk. then i am very open hehe
Are you lazy or active? lazy bones
Have you ever been hyperactive? lol yeah
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? not naturally. chemically.

Are you happy with the way you look? nope
What would you change? my fattness
Do you wear makeup regularly? yes i do
Do you have a large wardrobe? medium

Do you have a job? noooo
Do you like it? n/a
Are you a saver or a spender? big spender
Do you work hard or slack off? slacker
Have you ever been fired? nope
In trouble at work? i guess
Made a major mistake? no
Ever had money stolen from you? yeah
Are you always broke? always. grrr

~embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment? um..i dont know. i fall a lot
Ever snorted drink out your nose? LOL yeah
Ever giggled like an idiot? always
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? all the time
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? probably
Ever said soemthing really stupid? those are the only words that come out of my mouth
Ever snorted while laughing? lol only on purpose
Ever fallen off a bed? haha once cause SOMEONE pushed me.
Ever sleepwalked? ew no lol
Ever sleeptalked? nope

Whats your best memory? i dont know. buffalo memories with vito. when we used to go to ihop at 3am. the time in the hotel with the hot tub :)
Worst? oh god, being without him.
Whats the weirdest memory you have? being in washington dc in 6th grade.
Do you have a good memory? very fuckin good
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? always christmas. i love it :)

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