so i saw vito today, and we just argued about money, so i feel like shit. but my parents, who i now think are the most amazing parents in the world are gonna help me with all the money i owe him. thinking about things, i made a lot of mistakes, and god, so did he. but things are gonna change now. i dont want this crap in my life. i just want to be with him, the vito that i know and love, and be happy. and whatever it takes, i am gonna make that happen.
hopefully i will see him again tonight and go see lord of the rings or something. he might be too tired. who knows right now. i dont want to stress him out, but its so hard. especially me being here all alone. then i am going home monday, and who knows what will happen from there. i have to pack my stuff up and come back. he needs to go back for the court case, and i dont even know how many weeks it will be until i see him again. sometimes i dont know if i will be able to handle all this. and his family.
i love him so much, i just want him and us to be ok.