today vito is supposed to show me this other apartment before i get the one i wanted, cause he says it might be nicer, so i am waiting for him to call, which i will probably have to do hehe. then we might see a movie or just hang out. i am hoping that i can stay over at his moms so he can come with me to the airport tomorrow. i sooo dont want to leave him, but i have to go home for christmas. i am gonna miss him so much, and things just arent gonna be the same. i know i am gonna be thinking about him every second. grr. so yeah i hope things go well today and i hope he will go with me to the airport. thats gonna be sad as hell but atlest he will be there.
and then i am going to my grandmas, so merry christmas and happy new year to everyone, if i dont get to write on here before then.
love you sweetie <3