Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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everyones in the loop but me.

why do i always feel like i am on the outside of everything...

so ya, all in all today was ok. i met some friends and we went to spot coffee which i have been dying to go to. it was really nice. it was good to hang out with peopl i felt like i could relate to ;)

but the way home was awful it took the bus like an hour and a half to get there, and thn i didnt take my meds so i was such a mess by the time i got home. i called vito all crying and i felt bad cause i hate stressing him out. but he calmed me down.

so now i still have to do a shit load of work which i want to say fuck it to but i cant. and i am so tired and stressed, and i havent eaten like all day. i so dont want to wake up in the morning. i feel like i wanna do things that i havent done in a long time. and its getting worse. its just so hard to put on a fake smile everyday.

i am so tired of this.

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