tuesday i just sat around and watched tv. vito got home later than usual and we lay in bed together watching the xfiles all night, and then this weird movie called the blue lagoon hehe. i taped outback jack cause we always watch that together. and then today we basically did the same thing. we watched stargate ,made food, and he told me i was so full of life. cause i had so many emotions. i laughed and cried and felt everything. yep thats me hehe.
so then the rst of the night ive just been online, trying to decide if i wanted to go out but i didnt. and then looking at SG which i finally got back. woo.
so these days have been good. ive been pretty happy. something inside me keeps tugging though, like wanting to pull me back into a sad place. but im trying to ignore it and just stay as happy as i can