crankyand then i was talking about how my classes were not what i expected. my congnitive psych class kind of gave me a reality check. maybe thats what i need. ive been hanging on to life by a thread and i realized that im still here and i actually have to do this life thing. yeah. i have no clue what to do with myself really. and its scaring the shit out of me. i didnt really plan this far ahead. and im scared because i have never really done anything in life. nothing really worth anything. everyone is like, dont worry, your a great person. but thats not gonna get me anywhere.
then i had english. 201. again. this is take 3. and guess what. the teacher is fuckin neurotic. he wsa giving me anxiety attacks . he just talks so fast. oh and hes hungarian so he has that great heavy accent. and he started talking to me about being hungarian. infront of the whole class. cause i needed that. lol
anyway i gotta go to my psych class now. hopefuly today will go well. blah
