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a really hot geek
16th-Nov-2004 04:56 pm
i had a dream last night that there was a boy and he really loved me. like needed me wanted me loved me. and he was really sad cause we had to be apart for a while. there was something going on. and he hugged me and held me like nothing ive ever felt before. and then i woke up and for a second i felt so warm. and then i realized it was just a dream. i have never felt so alone then in that moment.
Felix- to the left
16th-Nov-2004 11:31 pm (UTC)
:-( I know how you feel. *hugs*
17th-Nov-2004 12:23 am (UTC)
oh man csilla

it sucks. life can really suck sometimes...and you dont ever wanna wake up because the dream can be so much better than the reality...and i know you've probably heard it a million times before so why believe it now...but things are bound to get better somehow because they can't get worse...and you are an amazingly beautiful person inside and out...so no matter what you should be loved. and if someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, they have no clue what they're missing. you are one amazing chick. and i miss you.

when are you coming back?
18th-Nov-2004 11:41 pm (UTC)
aww thanks hun :)

im coming home for thanksgiving but ill be in ersey most of the time i think :( but for christmas break ill be home for like a month!

17th-Nov-2004 01:40 pm (UTC)
I hated those dreams that you never wanna wake up from. before I met jarrod, I used to dream of a man being in my bed with me, and leaning over and stroking my hair, and saying how he didnt wanna get up and go to work, and just stay in bed with me..turns out this happens every single morning now. The same will happen to you, you just have not found the "one" yet, no matter what you may think, I know you havent. I also KNOW that you will, so it will come for you soon, within the next year, i think..if things stay on the same course.
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