oh my god. why am i even fucking here anymore. seriously. this is starting to go from massivly depressing to insanely fucking funny. i cant even believe this is my life anymore. like this is what everything ive done has led me too.
one of these days im just not even gonna hold back. im just gonna push that fucking blade down as deep as i can and just pray that i have the courage to fucking do it.
everyone says they care so much. so where the fuck are you now????