so its a new year. still the same old shit. cause we keep telling ourselves that a new year will bring new and better things. but it doesnt. im still getting the same shit. the same rejections and shut downs and go aways.
sorry this cant be a HAPPY NEW YEAR light hearted post. but it just cant. cause i keep getting slammed in the face by people that are supposed to care.
ugh. maybe im just tired and lonely. so whatever. ill do a better update tomorrow cause i guess a few things were fun today. but thats for another day. right now i just have to write what im feeling. and its that pain that runs through your body. its like a physical pain thats caused by emotions. you know what i mean? when you can feel that surge of immense pain running through your body?
ok ill stop now and just let it go best i can and look at the happy moments tomorrow.
i hope you all had a wonderful new years eve.