photoshop is always very theraputic.
i woke up with morning and looked in the mirror and was like woah. thats bright pink. lol. so i got in a fight with vito today over something so stupid. i told him forget it and i was sorry but he said i made him miss the bus so now hes reallymad at me and doesnt even want to talk to me. he said he has enough of my crap. whatever crap that is. cause i got mad that he buys like 5 boxes of crappy cardboard tasting cereal and eats my box of lucky charms. yeah it was stupid i got mad but then i was like whatever its ok and he kept going with it. so i dunno. then he left without saying goodbye and now im just depressed.
and im such a bother i guess. i wanted to spend some time with him last night or something cause im going to nyc in the morning. but...that didnt happen. and now hes so mad. i was gonna take some pills to just forget about it but i changed my mind. i dunno. im just gonna lay around. pack later. we are leaving at like 4-5am probably. thats gonna be some trip. i hope we have fun.
i wish things didnt always have to be like this.