aggravatedhaha now im gonna be online FOREVER ;)
and im not so paniced about my classes. last night i was having a nervoud breakdown. like a literal meltdown. tears and suicidal thoughts and everything. but after class today and getting a few ideas, maybe ill be ok. vito was so rude and not pleasant with me this morningm i thought i was gonna throw myself infront of a car, but i tried to hold back the tears and get over it and just be ok with going to class.
so today is michelles birthday. hopefully we will do something later. vito wants to go to his moms to do laundry and he is probably gonna get mad that i dont wanna go and help him. but he wants to sleep over there. and i cant do that. its just laundry. damn. < ignore it. take a deep breath >
love my wireless computer :)
