i wrote a bunch in my other journal. the paper one lol. things like this just tear me apart. i cut myself so bad cause i just couldnt take it anymore. i couldnt stop crying. and i knew he would just be annoyed if he heard me.
i dont think im going to my class tomorrow. i just cant do it with all this shit. i wish i could just dissapear. hide somewhere forever. i wonder if at this point anyone would even notice.