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Operation this-will-most-likely-end-badly is a go!
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you know i still care... 
6th-Feb-2005 01:59 am
so... boyfriends, best friends, they leave. maybe they will come back. maybe not. i hope they know how much i really care. but im starting to realize that i just have me, and im a person whether i like it or not. and im sittin here, a lot better then i thought i would be. been studying and listening to music and doing a lot of artsy stuff. not too bad.

last night was a fuckin good night. hung out with brigid and michelle and had a damn good time. im glad i did too. i needed it. i danced, had happy candy, looked fuckin awsome in my new skirt :)

i love these people. to death. but i also have to love myself. and thats the hardest part. but maybe im getting there and trying to do so in a more positive way.

now if only i could concentrate on my stupid biopsych.
Felix- to the left
6th-Feb-2005 10:26 am (UTC)
:) good for you
6th-Feb-2005 02:34 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you're doing so well. And I know I say this pretty much on a daily basis now, but I really am so proud of you. ♥

Also, your entries are all still public. :-P
6th-Feb-2005 11:52 pm (UTC)
i dont know, im pretending im doing good, but im so just hanging on. i know i wont be able to do this for long. vito and i are talking

and yeah, i didnt say all my entres were gonna be private. just most of them
6th-Feb-2005 06:06 pm (UTC)
Good on ya kiddo.
7th-Feb-2005 02:04 am (UTC)
i know how hard it is... all too well.

they dont realize what they had for a few months... he might come back to you (he would be stupid not to) but when he does try... you have to remember to be strong... just remember how shitty it was the first time.

you're doing just fine, better than a lot of people would be in your situation. keep up the great work! :D
7th-Feb-2005 02:09 am (UTC)
a few months!?! lol i wont hold out that long lol. ill just hope for the best and try again
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