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i miss you grandma 
9th-Feb-2005 01:42 am
i was just listening to smashing pumpkins and then i rememberd that i wanted meloncholy and the infinite sadness so bad and no one would get it for me and we were in kmart. and my grandma made me run and get it so she could buy it for me. and now she isnt here anymore. i hate when it hits me like this and i just cant stop crying cause i miss her and i will never see her again. i keep seeing her smiling face and how proud of me she always was. and now she will never know anything i will ever do again. god i miss her so much :( its so unfair that shes gone. how are we supposed to deal with that void where that person used to be. i loved her so much and im never gonna see her smiling face again, so full of life. never. and it hurts so damn bad
Felix- to the left
9th-Feb-2005 06:52 am (UTC)
babydoll, she knows.
i wouldn't believe in any higher power if it weren't for ghosts.
i mean, people must linger on if ghosts exist, right?
this sounds like a very silly way of trying to prove a point.
however, i believe that my grandfather is still here.
our cats don't know how to turn on and off lights.
it's okay.
because i'm sure she does know how you feel and what you're up to.
and i adore the smashin punkins!
9th-Feb-2005 05:25 pm (UTC)
i dont know if i believe in ghosts. i dont know what i believe in anymore :(
9th-Feb-2005 01:40 pm (UTC)
She will always know everything you do.
9th-Feb-2005 05:15 pm (UTC)
i really really hope so. its so hard to believe that. but im trying so hard
9th-Feb-2005 06:52 pm (UTC)
it isn't hard to believe when you can feel her.
9th-Feb-2005 07:36 pm (UTC)
and i cant.
10th-Feb-2005 01:57 am (UTC)
you will
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