Captain of the Innuendo Squad. (brandinsbabe) wrote,
Captain of the Innuendo Squad.

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i miss you grandma

i was just listening to smashing pumpkins and then i rememberd that i wanted meloncholy and the infinite sadness so bad and no one would get it for me and we were in kmart. and my grandma made me run and get it so she could buy it for me. and now she isnt here anymore. i hate when it hits me like this and i just cant stop crying cause i miss her and i will never see her again. i keep seeing her smiling face and how proud of me she always was. and now she will never know anything i will ever do again. god i miss her so much :( its so unfair that shes gone. how are we supposed to deal with that void where that person used to be. i loved her so much and im never gonna see her smiling face again, so full of life. never. and it hurts so damn bad

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