i really miss some of my friends. ive been trying hard not to think about it but sometimes certain songs just trigger certain thoughts and it really sucks. and this week i have been really missing my grandma too. im trying not to think about it. i havent cut in a while now too. and ive just been studying a lot. good things. woo.
so saturday is fetish night. im really looking forward to that. it should be a good time. lots of people are going and its gonna be fun i hope. im a little nervous but thats just me being a poop head ;p
god im so tired.