my stomach feels like such shit right know. which is surprising cause i had a salad today. those are supposed to make you feel better. lol. i did have a huge coffee this morning, ya know, to make up for my lack of sleep (damn insominia!) and half way through class, a class in which we have discussed coffee and cafeine and advertising...so it was funny....lol anyway im like stating to get a heartatach and im like soooo jittery and we are loooking at photos of shopping carts. i almost died lol. then she says break and im like THANK GOD almost a little too loud and i went and got some water. good times lol.
so i met hailey today! woo! and i saw jenn twice this morning. and dee this afternoon. suddenly im running into everyone ;) i always feel like such a dork though. lol.
so therapy went pretty well too actually. i was happier today...despite the STUPID fuckin grade. and we talked about that, and life and vito and my grandma and my dad a little bit too. and if i ever really feel happy. and all the stuff going on, and how i cant concentrate and that i like dark and beautiful things. she said i have a flair for the darl or something. hehe. i was like yeah everyone says that. oh and the hottest girl was sitting in the waiting room. i wanted to say something to her but...i dunno why i didnt. i wasnt feeling shy or stupid or anything...i dunno. weirdness.
so yeah i hope i have fun this weekend. i really need it. i need a good time out with friends <3