vito had to go to his uncles wake today. i couldnt go. i just couldnt be at a wake. it would be too weird and too close. i dont know if i could ever go to one again. or anytime in the near future. i feel like my grandmas is the only one i should go to. out of repsect or something. i dunno its weird. i guess things like this always are. anyway, thats all about that!