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10th-Nov-2001 05:42 am
I am sitting here totally wasted, wishing that i could just help one person that is so close to my heart. I dont know whats what anymore. maybe its time for another one of thosee realizing myself kinda moments. Its funny that when you feel like everythings falling apart, thats when everything seems the most clear to you. except whats inside your head. ok i amm totally rambling on cause i just dont know hwat i am saying anymore. i feel like i am not dsitting here writing any of this.

Fpr whoever feels like they are not getting anything out of life, remember, we are the ones that come up with the most fantanstice things and teh music and art that people wpould wish they were like us. And they will never knoww. Just remember that we are the ones that make it worthwhile.
Felix- to the left
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10th-Nov-2001 08:08 am (UTC)
i don't know if that was directed for me or not, but i'll take it that way...

thank you :). i just wish i could *do* something with all of that now instead of be here...that's why i feel like such a waste sometimes.
10th-Nov-2001 10:10 pm (UTC) - Re:
yeah it was directed at you actually, i just didnt know if i should have said that or not. i felt youd get it anyways. I just feel that you have so much to offer and not a waste. I know how you feel about wanting to do something with it and feeling like you cant right now cause i feel that way so many times in my life. and i hate it. but then i realize that the few times i do produce something wonderful are worth it.
10th-Nov-2001 02:36 pm (UTC) - Hey
I know you don't like this kinda thing and I figure you probably won't read it, but it's just a chance... I want you to read it, not that it's going to totally change your attitude toward anything, but it might make you think...

I've traveled long
I've traveled hard
And stumbled many times along the way
I've bruised my knees a lot
And turned my back on God
And seen His mercy

... I've been quick to judge
And slow to learn
So many times I've gotten in the way
I think I know so much
I've questioned God enough
But still He loves me...

So now I'll walk a different road
I want to see Him there before I even go
I've run ahead and gone too slow
I've got to be still now
And wait upon His will now
This time... it's gonna be His time

Don't want to live without the peace
That comes to me when I am by His side
I've known the freedom there
Can't find it anywhere but in Christ Jesus

So now I'll walk a different road
I want to see Him there before I even go
I've run ahead and gone too slow
I've got to be still now
And wait upon His will now
This time... it's gonna be His time

... I believe He's got a plan
Everything in His time
I may not always understand
Everything in His time
Everything in His time
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