makin out with girls
and surprise convos with people of the past
people i have never forgotten, and yet they both connected.
and im still here. completely the same and yet so different
god, i feel so different now then i used to.
i feel so much more alive.
we can actually live now.
and i dont regret any of it. no matter what the outcome.
new things. and old. all a part of me
god, i have the feeling it could all be great again,
everything, one after the other, fell into place tonight.
like a heartbeat.
the stitches are healing.