so tomorrow i have an optional math final. I am passing the class so i can opt out of it. I think i will hehe. Better to smoke up then do all that shit right? so thats what i am doing. This feels better anyways. i just wish there was more that i could do.
i totally missed my therapy appoinment today. I was like yeah i'll go but then i just couldnt get up. I thought i rescheduled it but then realized i did it in my dream. SO now i have to call the stupid counceling center and reschedule for after the break. that will suck and she will say something. i feel so bad.
anyways, other then that i just hung out with Josh and then did nothing. No i am feelin fine and Mary is gone. hehe. oh and i threw up again today.. i tried to eat but i just couldnt. i felt so guilty now. i dunno. i cant even think right now so i should probably stop this before i say anything else i didnt mean to say. lol ok. goodnight to all. like my new icon???